the thing about being in a relationship, it's beautiful yet it can be painfully frustrating.

can it not just be the former?

hehehe

I'm so happy today. I was Santa. Well sort of.
<3

Sigh not so happy anymore. Working was disastrous. Le sigh.
zzz -_-

Recap of the past week.

Just in case you forgot how I look like. And it has been cold the past few days. Hence the coat.

Anyway, I

Planned a surprise birthday for a good friend and twas a success.

Went for another birthday supper a week later. Hhaha steamboat at 11pm till late. zzzzz

Witnessed a proposal of said good friend by birthday boy of birthday supper.

Got asked to be bridesmaid. ♥ ♥ ♥

Played and finished a game called Castle Crashers on Xbox Live in one sitting.

Slept really late and saw sunlight through the curtains for the past week.

Thus, waking up pass noon.

Started packing... putting away winter clothes and putting aside clothes to be given away.

Realized I can't part with my clothes...

Found silverfish weaving through clothes in the to be given away pile. fml.

Worked at the restaurant.

Gotten my results. :))

Went for a very nice/posh dinner at Maldinis at Salamanca. Tasted (arguably) the best food in town. Had steakgasm.
OMGOMGOMG :))

Had the best semi-freddo there... oh dark chocolated and kahlua topping. I would marry you. (Can you believe it, a guy actually married a game character?)

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I am flying Thursday. Reaching Melbourne Tullamarine airport 11+ am. Flight to M'sia is 3+ pm reaching around 8+ pm.

Can't wait.

My mom suggested I work at Kumon center. Why there? I have no idea. Wait... someones daughter worked there.
-_-

I cannot wait to go back.

I was thinking. Who do I still know and keep in contact in Malaysia... And I started naming people and counting. I did not even reach... 7. Zzzzzz!

Sad case. Damn. I have not been very good huh?

What's good people?

I fell asleep watching Alvin play Fifa 10 yesterday night. That was about 3 in the morning. I woke up pass noon. How I have missed sleeping in. But I think I should get back to waking up around 9-10. We made "spring rolls" for lunch. It was yums. Watched the new season of House. I dare say episode 1 and 2 is brilliant. I liked it a lot.

I have been going through my hard drive that stores all of my music. While going through them, I realized that I deleted most of my "emo" music. Quotations because they are not emo music. Just heavily misunderstood. Anyhow, I kept the good ones and played through them. How I missed them. Angels & Airwaves, The Exies, The Early November, Dashboard Confessional, Funeral for a Friend, Hawthorne Heights, Something Corporate, Plain White Ts, Taking Back Sunday and Bloc Party. Oh and Death Cab for Cutie ♥ .

I rediscovered my loud music phase. If that makes any sense at all.

Recently, I found out about Empire of the Sun and Wolfmother. Good stuff. Movie later tonight. I have been having cravings for beer. Just the chilled bottle in my hands, cold and crisp liquid down my throat. Nice. Maybe because it has been quite hot out.

I have a bottle of Frangelico sitting in the living room collecting dust. Tragic. I have been wanting to make Red Corvette. Awesome cocktaill of Frangelico, Midori and strawberries. Yums. Problem is, I don't own a blender. -_-"

Anyone fancies Frangelico and knows a good drink that does not require a blender?

I have to apply for IELTS. zzzz

I am so pumped about flying back to Malaysia. I think I'm going to be working part time. If only Starbucks would hire me. I'd offer my limited barista skills for free. I think I want to become a barista when I am at the point in my life where I can afford to do my hobby as a job. (that came out so wrong? -_-)

ZZzzzz........ I had a nightmare. I was traveling back and as I was checking in I did not have my bags and I was very um... under prepared.

Is it a sign? Should I start packing now? I don't leave till next month though. Traveling nightmares. Yuck.

I can't take it anymore.

I'm giving myself a pedicure right now! I have such ugly feet and toes. Gross.

I can't wait for tomorrow. BBQ over at friends' and I can play with dogs! YAY! I miss having dogs... playing with one... Dogs are such joy. :)

You ladies must be all done with finals. Yay to us for putting in such effort all the way to the end. :)

Ciao.

Gar...

I don't know what to do. Should I apologize for what I said? My housemates occasionally take long showers. Seriously. I'm a girl and I don't even take 40 minute showers. Anyway, there wasn't any hot water and I had to take a really cold shower. Usually, I'd be able to tolerate it but I took a few moments and marched up to them and told them off.

Now I feel bad. Should I be? It is so frustrating.

Sigh...