Hello.

I have not written much and the last couple posts weren't exactly uplifting. I know. They did seem a little depressing and I guess for the most part, you are right to assume I was not exactly in the best state of mind. I have been away from most of the people I love most for too long. The worst part of all of it is that I don't know where they all are. That is what I really dislike coming out of high school. (Well, it's been two years since.) I should really pick myself up again. Holding back to the past and beautiful is not going to cut it. (This is me encouraging myself to push forward.)

Well, it's been a rough few weeks with exams and the constant scare of, I might have swine flu whenever I feel a scratchy throat coming along or just a morning sneeze. I don't know what is with people who still sneezes without covering their nose/mouth in public. Where is the responsibility?

In any case, I have a paper coming up Saturday and then I have my last one on Tuesday. My first paper went very well. I can't say I hate lazy lecturers. ;) I hope this coming paper, the lecturer is lazy as well and doing past year papers would be sufficient for me. :D

I just have to get this off my chest though. Before I moved to Penang, I had a huge void yeah? And studying in Dalat and living there filled that void and I was a very very happy person there. Now, I'm feeling that void again. It is frustrating to have known such bliss and now not. Sigh.

On a happier note, I'm going to keep visiting the library. I'm liking that place. ♥